wow

when life is on the verge like ur just in a daze and you notice things way better it seems like you see all the things you dont normally see . well lately it has been hard cause ive been in this daze ive been on the outside lookin in and i rather be on the inside lookin out because when your on the outside things are just happening so fast like life is flyin itS wierd but you notice how people care about thereselves more than anything and when we are supposed o be seeking God were not and when were supposed to be praying were not etc. i had God but it feels like lately he slipped throuugh my hands and i cat find him
but i think i finally found him
i wrote a song :

verse 1:

God will you speak to me

speak to me clear

God will speak to me

nobodys here

oh God

will you speak to me

verse 2:

God if you spoke to me

what would you say

would you tell me that you love me ... anyway

anyway that i chose

if i chose you

chorus:

why can't i hear you

your so far away

your out of my reach

i thought you would stay

oh God

why didn't you stay

verse 3:

God if i run to you

will you meet me half way

God if you spoke to me

i know what you would say

you would say

that you never left me

you were always here to stay

oh God

how you speak to me